everything, everyone I see,
looking,
grading,
comparing,
why cant I be?
look like that,
it brings me down,
day by day,
wishing,
wanting,
to be something different,
not just typical,
ordinary,
for people to take a second look,
for them to linger,
look at me,
like they look at them,
to be more,
for people to see me,
at first glance,
want more
But most of all,
to stop being so judgemental,
to try and see,
what someone else may see,
to look at them in
anothers persons eyes,
find something good,
not something to fix,
critize,
compare,
for me to look at them
like God looks at them,
always with,
admiration,
love,
forgiveness,
to understand,
that they have the same insecurites as me,
just it maybe be tweaked differently,
to know they struggle just like me
All I want is to be content,
maybe be even happy with myself,
to stop trying to be like someone
else but truly myself,
to stop fantizing to look like them,
to be okay with me,
that someday someone will
think of me as beautiful,
to love every single living
piece of me,
with all my flaws,
to love me wholy,
but first I need to love myself,
to think of myself as beautiful,
not ordinary,
but extrodinary,
not ugly,
but radiant,
that is what i need
